*Short Version at bottom*

Summer has gone by really fast huh?
The summer job is going ok... but the summer job kept me away from my boyfriend.
Who is no longer my boyfriend.
He broke up with me. Again.
Said we should see other people.
He also promised the next time we split he would tell me to my face.
He sent me an instant message.
A f*cking IM that I just got today cause I haven't been able to get on for a couple a weeks.
I feel so stupid.
I knew it was going to end soon.
I just thought we would get to see each other again, say our goodbye's, and part on a friendly note.
But no.
I asked him why he didn't keep his promise.
He said I wasn't worth the trip.
A f*ucking hour and half long trip.
I'm not worth it.
Heh.
Perhaps it has something to do with the fact that I'm moving?
Oh, have I not mentioned that yet?
My family is moving.
Due to the fact that the pastor we have now is total dick and gives my dad "compliments" that are actually insults. That and he blames my dad for anything that goes wrong and has the gall to tell him that he doesn't know how to do a job he's been doing for over 15 years now (and is damn good at it thankyou very much) when he doesn't get off his sorry ass to do anything. In his pathetic little mind he is dictator of a church where he supplies the ideas and then everybody else supports and carries out his "plan".
I'm sick of it.
Also,we don't know where yet.
Cause my dad has to secure a job at another church first.
I hate the whole process.
If you were a minister's kid, you'd understand.
Maybe.
Item #3.
I have no plan for college.
None.
Well, not one that my parents approve of in anycase.
I want to go to an art school.
Cause I know I could improve imminsely if I had teachers that were tough on me. Ones that know what they are doing. Have real world experience.
Or something like that.

*Short Version*
- Boyfriend broke up with me and was a jerk about it.
- I'm moving.
- There is no future for me on the horizen.
- Reality sucks.
- It's to late for this crap.